I'm sitting here, it's so uncomfortable
'Cause I can tell they don't even know
I've been dying inside, I've been dying inside
This anxiety is taking over me
Sometimes I feel like I can't even breathe
I think I'm dying inside, I'm dying inside
Oh 'cause I've been staring at the ceiling
For five years straight it seems
I don't think anything's helping me
And so I
Fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
The doctor said to change my meds
But I don't want to do that again
I tell my mom it's all alright
When I don't get an ounce of sleep at night
Should see my therapist instead
But I don't want to do that again
No, I don't want to do that again
The little voices in my head keep telling me
That I will never be anything more than what I am
And it's so exhausting to feel like no one understands
Oh 'cause I've been staring at the ceiling
For five years straight it seems
I don't think anything's helping me
And so I
Fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
The doctor said to change my meds
But I don't want to do that again
I tell my mom it's all alright
When I don't get an ounce of sleep at night
Should see my therapist instead
But I don't want to do that again
No, I don't want to do that again
I don't want to live like this anymore
But I don't even know what I'm living for
God help me get out of my head
'Cause I don't want to do that again
Oh no, no I don't want to do that again
I fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
The doctor said to change my meds
But I don't want to do that again
I don't want to do that again
