Survivor guilt but I'm still drowning, hm Lift everybody up but they still down man, hm Fake niggas always come around me, hm Hate feeling lonely but I like to be alone I go home and then my home don't feel like home no more They throwing stones but then them stones don't break my bones no more I just wanna get some money, I just wanna feed my family I don't even get offended when these niggas come and doubt me Come and clown me, come around me but they really not my friends Got me all up in my feelings, got me crying on the 'Gram 'Cause I thought that they was fam, transparent with the fans Yeah I know it's God's plan, what it's like to be a man they don't understand Who ride for me, it's hard to see It's got a hold on me but I think it's time to keep it real I need someone to understand Don't care 'bout money or the fame Wanna be loved for who I am Sometimes I think I'm losing faith (sometimes, sometimes) Keep getting closer to the edge (closer) I keep my head up to the sky Wanna be loved for who I am Oh yeah, oh yeah I remember coming up, this was just a dream Riding in my Mamba truck bumping Billy Jean Wishing I could drive the cars in the magazine Kinda funny how the money can change everything, yeah How you prefer the demise of another king I was young, I lost my mind biting all the bling Now finally I'm taking time for what's underneath Tryna grow my seed, God pour your blessings over me I think it's time to keep it real I need someone to understand Don't care 'bout money or the fame Wanna be loved for who I am Sometimes I think I'm losing faith (sometimes, sometimes) Keep getting closer to the edge (closer) I keep my head up to the sky Wanna be loved for who I am Oh yeah, oh yeah