Man I just want to die clean
You know I don't want to die ugly
You hear all these horrible stories, I mean Like
Take Jeniffer
The light of her moms life
Snapping pictures in front of the banister for prom night
Her man Robert held a flask in his palm tight
But tucked into the pocket of his coat to keep it out of sight
The limo driver Careen was an ex marine who had a problem with the bottle
Couldn't stop drinking
He said listen kids
Is that flask all you got
If you want I can detour to the liquor spot
Robert said cheers to that
It made Jennifer uncomfortable but still she just smiled and laughed
Yeah they were knocking a few back
They were having a good time
Nobody seemed to notice when the driver breached the double-line
And swerved into oncoming traffic (Tragic)
The car rolled and caught fire
The damage was massive
The last thing Jeniffer would ever hear was the agonizing screams of her friends
The smell of burnt hair
And it spread through the back
Skin bubbling from the flames
The tried to kick the windows out
But they tried in vain
If the ambulance came there's no way they'd be saved
They were burnt beyond recognition
Could you imagine the pain?
When I die I hope I don't die ugly
Allow me to go peacefully into the unknown
With my family who have passed lovingly
Fully they'll love me
But I bet there is blackness where I go
When I die I hope I don't die ugly
Allow me to go peacefully into the unknown
Please lead me to a heaven that is oh-so lovely
But these poor bastards were not so lucky
Take Sidney Estevan
Had two kids and he loved them
And an ex-wife who knew perfectly how to push his buttons
He finally reached his breaking point late one night
Cuz if you keep poking the bear eventually it will bite
She would always put him down and mock his physical appearance
On the weekend with his kids she'd always run some interference
So one day it dawned on him that life's not worth living
And if he is going to go he's gonna take that f*cking bitch with him
Sidney had it all planned out
He was gonna use the knives he got for christmas at the in laws house
For all the pain that she caused she was finally gonna pay
The kids are better off with their grandparents anyway
His ex walked in Sidney hit the light switch
Hands on her throat
Weight on her chest
Knees on her wrists
She couldn't move a muscle though she struggled I bet
He choked her unconscious cuz he didn't want to kill her yet
Dragged her body to the basement
Tied her up with the sheets
Cut every inch of her skin from her head to her feet
Stuck the knife in and wiggled it to play with the meat
And after 12 hours of torture finally put her to sleep
When I die I hope I don't die ugly
Allow me to go peacefully into the unknown
With my family who have passed lovingly
Fully they'll love me
But I bet there is blackness where I go
When I die I hope I don't die ugly
Allow me to go peacefully into the unknown
Please lead me to a heaven that is oh-so lovely
But these poor bastards were not so lucky
Take Manual Lopez
As a kid he would throw fists
Quickly graduated to heat and kept it tucked by his hip
He had a little spot behind the neighborhood Sunoco
With a hood to go cop dope, pop pills and score blow
He had a good thing going
Not to big for his britches
Big enough to live well and avoid snitches
But snitches weren't the problem
This Cop Tony [Last Name] had him on radar
He was going to roll him
You know Tony was never going to book him at the station
He's gonna bust into his crib, take his stash and then waste him
But Manual was going with this girl Victoria
A lesbian who only recently went back to men again
Yes he was convinced that Torie was his only
But of course she was scheming behind his back with Tony
She clued Manual into the plan
So when Tony busted into the crib he was ready with heat in hand
Two shots rang out, Pop-Pop thats all
One from each heater but two men would fall
Bleeding out on the floor they looked into eachothers eyes
While Torie grabbed the stash and blew em both a kiss goodbye
When I die I hope I don't die ugly
Allow me to go peacefully into the unknown
With my family who have passed lovingly
Fully they'll love me
But I bet there is blackness where I go
When I die I hope I don't die ugly
Allow me to go peacefully into the unknown
Please lead me to a heaven that is oh-so lovely
But these poor bastards were not so lucky
