Glad it's raining so I don't have to go outside And pretend I'm happy just to be alive You know I hate dying. I've only tried So I cross my fingers and count to five I call it weed. You call it function I hate these drugs but you love watching Your reverie on display You leave yourself and float away And float away My life don't feel like mine these days I find these days Stale rye, once an apples eye. I'm losing sight I'm Lost in my head Haven't felt this since Listening to the 1975 while getting high In somebody's basement party My life don't feel like mine these days I find these days Don't pay no mind to my alarms I'm down a fight, but up in arms You're so perfect until I need you You might've been there, but I couldn't see you My life don't feel like mine these days I find these days Stale rye, once an apples eye. I'm losing sight I'm Don't let me hang out on the wire Sinking fast. I'm sinking further Treading water's getting harder Don't let me fall another martyr Don't let me hang out on the wire Sinking fast. I'm sinking further Treading water's getting harder Don't let me fall another martyr