Now I come to the party and that's when they saw me
Clappin their hands like they do at the concert
When I go stand off in the corner
They actin surprised like this isn't torture
There's nothing to toast but it's Saturday night
And they all want a reason to get drunk or get high
And I hate it (hate it, hate it)
This smile I'm fakin
And they all wanna yell and they all wanna scream
They all wanna get faded so they don't have to think
Now I'm crazy (crazy, crazy)
For not gettin crazy
So go fill up those cups, take all those shots
But don't try to pretend that I'm something I'm not
I won't fake it (fake it, fake it)
Anymore
And I, I've never been one for the party
But I don't wanna let anyone down
Now every night I stay awake and drown
In everything I hate about
And I know it sounds bad but I'm sick of this world
I'm surrounded by liquor and drugs and the girls
I don't want (I don't want)
I need some help (I need some help)
Cause I'm drowning in pain when I see all the faces
Of people I hate and I'm sick of explaining myself (myself)
Why I need some help (help)
So let me hide now
Cause I hate them, I hate you
It's all me, it's not you
I think I'm just broken inside
And I, I've never been one for the party
But I don't wanna let anyone down
Now every night I stay awake and drown
In everything I hate about
Livin my life at the party
And I've never been one to say sorry
I know that I've been feelin stuck inside my head
(Inside my head)
