I told my mum I'll be a big star She deserves to have kids like that A little message to my sister (Yeah) I told my mum I'll be a big star She deserves to have kids like that A little message for my sister You shouldn't worry about a bitch like that They only love you on your insta And I pray my daughter thinks like that I always smile in a picture But on my own it's hard to think like that See I find it hard to think like that They told me I can fly high and I just gotta figure out how I think I've got my shit together then I'm lost in my mind like I don't wanna figure it out (Uh) I feel so fucking guilty trying to focus on myself because she focus on me (Uh, yeah) I don't want my life to be in public because I'd rather just make music for P (Uh) I couldn't tell you if I even wanna make it because it scares me tryna think where I'll be (Yeah) Because normality is comfort and it gets me kind of stressed when I just think it could leave (Uh) Guess that is what it is (Uh) Why do I feel like this (Uh) Why do I never wanna jump at things and improve the life I live Everyone seem so fake (Uh) Don't wanna let mind switch (Uh) Paranoias outrageous gonna hold back when I make them hits I told my mum I'll be a big star She deserves to have kids like that A little message to my sister (Yeah) I told my mum I'll be a big star She deserves to have kids like that A little message for my sister You shouldn't worry about a bitch like that They only love you on your insta And I pray my daughter thinks like that I always smile in a picture But on my own it's hard to think like that See I find it hard to think like that