Obsessive Depressive It's weighing on my chest Intrusive Delusion The voices in my head Sittin' in my car Wonderin' how this ends Cry into a coffee To make it make sense Lost to my own demise Pray I salvage myself this time Ooo ooo Healing in a parking lot Everything hurts But finally I've had enough of draggin' me under Ooo ooo I'm still insecure as hell But damn it feels good To finally tell myself that I'm gettin' better Ooo ooo Ooo ooo Impatient I'm anxious I taste it on my tongue All or nothin' Soul crushin' I feel it in my lungs Staring at myself In the rearview mirror Retail therapy Didn't make it clearer Lost to my own demise Pray I salvage myself this time Ooo ooo Healing in a parking lot Everything hurts But finally I've had enough of draggin' me under Ooo ooo I'm still insecure as hell But damn it feels good To finally tell myself that I'm gettin' better Ooo ooo Ooo ooo I'm healing in a parking lot I'm still the same girl But now that I stopped hatin' who she is I can love her Ooo ooo I'm still insecure as hell But damn it feels good To finally tell myself that I'm gettin' better Ooo ooo I'm gettin', I'm gettin' better Ooo ooo I'm gettin', I'm gettin' better Ooo ooo I'm healing in a parking lot