I walk with dark circles underneath my eyes My fingers crossed and a thorn stuck in my side Forever believe in what you want to hear Not knowing the truth may just seem easier The tipping point where the rocks hit the road It was over when I signed my name or so I was told My youth has become just blurry memories My alarm clock is set on repeat Everyday seems longer (stay out of my way) These best years are slowing me down I lie to myself (to myself) These friends are my only saving grace When death stares me straight in the face Fix my tears and don't look back The present it's more than I can take They wanted to be free, seems like a waste of time Because I'm always left behind