It's not supposed To happen just like that The first time as a first love That I never got to have Rejection More angry than he was sad He was open But never all too kind I'd spoken To him too many times Emotion Wasted in my prime Never vulnerable and never stressed What a waste of love I needed that Now I find somebody to undress Never vulnerable and never stressed What a waste of love I'm still obsessed Gotta find somebody to undress Find something out A different sound The waste of life That I just haven't found I wish there had Been someone else around He talks to me He talks to me I swear there's nobody else who sees what I see The type of thing That you would start to need Baby Never vulnerable and never stressed What a waste of love I needed that Gotta find somebody to undress Never vulnerable and never stressed What a waste of love I'm still obsessed Gotta find somebody to undress And I'll be fine Just gonna waste my time And I know I asked for one more week And I'll be fine He's gonna kill my time next, I know He thinks that I'm so weak