How do I run away from my own mind? How do I see the world from somebody else's eyes? And how do I get away from this cold heart of mine? I've been feeling like I've been on the brink of dying I don't wanna die, no no I don't wanna die no more And I don't wanna cry, no no I don't wanna cry no more So why do I keep having all these suicidal thoughts That tell me that I'm not enough And say that I can not go on Maybe I'm just in a battle with myself It's like duality I'm tryna find my peace, but in the process, I'm in Hell I've got anxiety from those who lied to me, and I Always lie to myself So maybe I'm the thing that keeps stopping me from Getting out of this cell And I've been stuck in this cell for a long time now Got my head tripping out, going round and round We can try all we want to escape this But I've been realizing that I'm the one who made this Oh, I don't wanna die, no no I don't wanna die no more And I don't wanna cry, no no I don't wanna cry no more So why do I keep having all these suicidal thoughts That tell me that I'm not enough And say that I can not go on I don't wanna die, no no I don't wanna die no more And I don't wanna cry, no no I don't wanna cry no more So why do I keep having all these suicidal thoughts That tell me that I'm not enough And say that I can not go on We've been off, yeah We've been off, yeah We've been off, yeah I don't wanna die, no no I don't wanna die no more And I don't wanna cry, no no I don't wanna cry no more So why do I keep having all these suicidal thoughts That tell me that I'm not enough And say that I can not go on I don't wanna die, no no I don't wanna die no more And I don't wanna cry, no no I don't wanna cry no more So why do I keep having all these suicidal thoughts That tell me that I'm not enough And say that I can not go on