Laying down my head Yet sleep is not an option With the weights that you've laid upon my chest Wishing I could run But you'd catch up anyway And I'm gonna end up losing No peace No rest Just stay Away You're giving me the pills that I choke on Look at the mess that you've made of me I hope it all comes back and one day you will choke on this Going back and forth in my general well being Not sure what is right or should cause alarm I can't figure out how it was to be normal and I really wish you would stop counseling me This isn't normal, right? The conflict I keep inside There's not much left of me But only I can set me free Not sure how I got here or how long it has been But I'm starting to grow tired of these sterile walls And there you sit at the foot of my bed And no amount of treatment can make you disappear