I might be going crazy Feel like my therapist hates me He said I'm overdramatic I only register static I've been drinking too much coffee And I can't read a book Cause I'm addicted to my phone And I've been trying meditation Cause I heard it gives you superpowers But why does every breath feel like I'm drowning? I'm a mess half of the time I don't know what's going on in my mind Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now I'm a mess half of the time Try to hide behind a smile Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now But when I turn the news on And see how the world is burning down God, I feel so ashamed Of all of my little problems The other day I had a fight with my dear brother He said: you're such a hypocrite! So, I've given up on meditation Cause obviously it's not working I'm a mess half of the time I don't know what's going on in my mind Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now I'm a mess half of the time Try to hide behind a smile Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now How the hell did my parents do this? Having kids at twenty-five I'm almost thirty and I can barely Keep my plants alive I'm a mess half of the time I don't know what's going on in my mind And I thought I would be happier, be happier by now I'm a mess half of the time Try to hide behind a smile Oh, I thought I would be happier, be happier by now Happier, happier, happier, happier by now Happier, happier, happier, happier by now