You look at me, and everything's changed I crossed a line. future rearranged Don't shed a tear 'cause you're misunderstood You cut yourself 'cause you know it feels good I'm home but I'm far away Let me in but I don't wanna stay I didn't come here to observe your good Your retribution's biting hard as it should Why go any higher? Fuck myself, try to forget Remember me, my downfalls ready and set Never stop when I feel I should Repeat the pattern 'cause I know it feels good On the up but I've gotta come down Shit stained throne, dirty crown King of failure and I'm reigning alone I rule this wasteland on my own Why go any higher? Why go? 'Cause you know it feels good