Someone hurts you, you're supposed to hate 'em Gets lost, move on, try to forget them But your heart can't switch that fast when you cherish, and treasure, and love 'em I wish it was that easy, grab a flight, drink champagne like on TV But all that I'm left with Is the tragedy I'm dressed in I'm not bitter, or jealous, or raging I've gone numb 'cause I saw the love draining I miss what I was to you This ain't a nightmare, it's true I'm not angry, or vengeful, or broken This is something else, a foreign emotion I miss what you were to me This ain't heartbreak, it's grief Laying flowers, pink and purple roses Oh, I stay for hours right till it closes And it feels like it's a dream, we'll wake up together tomorrow 'Cause it just can't be real, how you feel, how I feel, how this feels I block the light out 'Cause I don't wanna see the world without you now I'm not bitter, or jealous, or raging I've gone numb 'cause I saw the love draining I miss what I was to you This ain't a nightmare, it's true I'm not angry, or vengeful, or broken This is something else, a foreign emotion I miss what you were to me This ain't heartbreak, it's grief And it just won't leave me Wherever I go It won't leave me alone What are you doing now? I love you more now, somehow I'm not bitter, or jealous, or raging I've gone numb 'cause I saw the love draining I miss what I was to you This ain't a nightmare, it's true I'm not angry, or vengeful, or broken This is something else, a foreign emotion I miss what you were to me This ain't heartbreak, it's grief It ain't heartbreak, it's grief And it just won't leave me