When you first started out Began this episode You had nothing but doubt What did the future hold? You hardly knew the world Perhaps you never will Jaded at twenty four You thought you'd had your fill Along the road you might Have missed your share of turns Stood in the fire's light Received your share of burns I wish your eyes would open And you might find We swam a common ocean One stroke behind Lost The illusion of control The delusion of your soul Life will take its toll Lost Messing with your mind Happens every time Holding on tonight You are much older now Time makes a person wise And yet in many ways You wear the same disguise A certain golden rule You fail to ascertain Your little fantasies Can never dull the pain They never had your love They only held you back You take no hostages When you attack The world's your enemy And so you scream and shout You got the last word in That's all you care about Lost The illusion of control The delusion of your soul Life will take its toll Lost Messing with your mind Happens every time Holding on tonight