This confidence it doesn't last, it always feels so fake to me I've fallen off the boat, I'm drowning in my insecurities I know that I'm impossible to read, I cannot read myself Sarcastic to the point that no one reads into the cries for help I've really gotta take my own advice, ignore everyone else I'm paranoid and doubtful, I can't cope, I think I'm doing well I've really gotta take my own advice, ignore everyone else I'm paranoid and doubtful, I can't cope, I think I'm doing well Up and down, mood swings False feelings, no love, no strings Can't trust anything Pride to the ceiling, laughing Up and down, mood swings False feelings, no love, no strings Can't trust anything Pride to the ceiling (Ceiling) I've really gotta take my own advice, ignore everyone else I'm paranoid and doubtful, I can't cope, I think I'm doing well