It's been runnin' for a long time 
And it's runnin' out in my mind 
I can't explain it all to you 
It's really jumbled up 
So for longer now I'm messed up 
And I'm wishin' now I'd 'fessed up 
That concern's no use to you 
It feeds the pain that stung 

So forget how I am dealin' 
Explain to me the feelin' 
It gets to that point instantly 
You're ready to unload 
And I'm the one you're spitting at 
I'm ready for my fitting at 
Doesn't make much sense 
But when I get it calm it's slow

It's hard to admit anything 
I'm sorry for the weight I bring 
I'll do whatever's necessary 
To make your mind glow soft 
It's played out too far to stew 
And I've run out of grace with you 
So I'm out and take a walk 
And we'll be better off 

Whether I lied 
As much as you tried 
Whatever you decide 
I hope it's good to you 
For everybody's sake 
Lord knows we all need a break 
Do what you got to 
This is hard to take 

To the time I spent discussin' 
I'll sit back and stop the fussin' 
I won't mention it to anyone 
And we'll be better off 
I won't admit to anything 
Sorry for the weight I bring 
Do whatever's necessary 
To make your mind glow soft 

Whether I lied 
As much as you tried 
Whatever you decide 
I hope it's good to you 
For everybody's sake 
Lord knows we all need a break 
Do what you got to 
This is hard to take