(Ay ay ay) Gun shots in the night (oh oh oh) Sing a lullaby Sing a lullaby (ay ay ay) When I close my eyes (oh oh oh) I just wanna say goodbye, wanna say goodbye (ay ay ay) Gun shots in the night (oh oh oh) Sing a lullaby Sing a lullaby (ay ay ay) When I close my eyes (oh oh oh) I just wanna say goodbye Everyone tellin' me I need to calm down I've been goin' crazy, feelin' like I'm losin' it Though I got it all now, the Devil he been waitin' I've been on his menu, guess I'm finally in his claws now Trying to avoid the fall now, steal my innocence I need to repent, I am not perfect You should now that by now I've been medicatin' everything away I'm just trying not to ever feel the pain I already know that it's wrong Quit talkin' to me, leave me 'lone I member some people that say they the light They be the ones that bout to make me hard as darkness Skeletons all in my closet, skeletons turn into monster If there is a God and you're right here and you're listening I'm tired of it all, oh I'm tired of it all Cause I see death in my nightmares In my nightmares, in my nightmares In my nightmares, in my nightmares I got voices in my head that always come and talk to me And my fear is Freddy Kruger cause they stalk me in my dreams I see slave ship, guns, clips, gang colors, prison cells, dope fiends Jim Crow, Jim Beam, pills, lean, no justice, no peace Felonies and misdemeanors Wondering if we curse Can I get my degree first? 'Fore they murder me, no degree first It's America we get the green first You feed the poor but its greed first Livin' water but I die of thirst If there is a God and you're right here and you're listening I'm tired of it all, oh I'm tired of it all Cause I see death in my nightmares In my nightmares, in my nightmares In my nightmares, in my nightmares But just when I was drowning Surrounded by a sea of my own darkness Then light broke through And just as I was swallowed by my own fears Then light broke through Now all I see is you, you, you God all I see is you, you, you All I see is you, you, you All I see is you, you, you, you