I think I'm getting sick again
I've been making friends that don't exist outside my head
And I wish I said I love you more
Instead of chasing highs that left us wounded on the floor
Just help me hold this down till I disappear
I've been blind to all the love that's lost when you live in fear
But I'm too scared to hold this in for another year
I've been blind to all the times I've made it a prison here
I panic when you wanna speak
A blood rush to the head turns me an ugly shade of green
'Cause I just miscommunicate the point
I'm staring at surrealist self portraits of a worried little boy
Just help me hold this down till I disappear
I've been blind to all the love that's lost when you live in fear
But I'm too scared to hold this in for another year
I've been blind to all the times I've made it a prison here
I've made it a prison here
Made it a prison
I'm too scared to hold this in for another year
I've been blind to all the times I've made it a prison here
