I'm in my head again
I swear this time I don't did it to myself again
Never been this low
I've been locked up in my bedroom five days in a row
Honestly I wish I was feeling better
Someone tell me I won't stay like this forever
I take one step forward and two steps back
It makes me really tired
But it's just how I'm wired
'Cause every time I'm hurt then I give in to the pain
It feels too much like home these days I know it sounds insane
When other peoples laughing I get low-key mad
'Cause I get kinda jealous I'm the only one that's sad
I swear, dear god, I'm working on myself, I'll be right back
Be right back
Be right back
I'll be right back
Be right back
Honestly I wish I was feeling better
Someone tell me I won't stay like this forever
I know I shouldn't sleep at 3pm
But these days I'm chronically tired
That's just how I'm wired
Long way to go
I've tried to accept there's some things I just can't control
Don't wanna tell my mom
'Cause it makes her worry I'm on some pills, that makes me numb
'Cause every time I'm hurt then I give in to the pain
It feels too much like home these days I know it sounds insane
When other peoples laughing I get low-key mad
'Cause I get kinda jealous I'm the only one that's sad
I swear, dear god, I'm working on myself, I'll be right back
I'll be right back to where I started
I'll be on the way back
I'll be right back to where I started
I'll be on the way back
I'll be right back to where I started
I'll be on the way back
I'll be right back to where I started
