I don't want to go out to see my friends tonight Drinking just to feel alright And I don't want to pick up the phone and have to lie Tell my mom I'm doing fine Oo, they will never understand Why I am the way I am Cause I, I don't even know what's going on inside What the hell is peace of mind? They say it gets better Damn it's taking forever I know these days should be treasured But I don't want to remember at all I feel like I've done my time I still don't see the end in sight But they say it gets better I can't think of the last time I went to sleep without anxiety And I kind of miss the days I could go out to eat without crying over calories Oo, I just want to understand Why I am the way I am Oo, acting like an optimist Telling myself I'm convinced When they say it gets better Damn it's taking forever I know these days should be treasured But I don't want to remember at all I feel like I've done my time I still don't see the end in sight But they say it gets better Oo, will everything I feel right now get figured out? Oo, or do I learn to live with it? Is that what works for everyone else? When They say it gets better Damn it's taking forever I know these days should be treasured But I don't want to remember at all I'm showing all the warnings signs And I don't want to lose mind Before it gets better They say it gets better