All summer in a day I spent all summer diggin' myself out a grave Can't run with the wolves when you're a stray Can't let anyone know you gettin' paid Can't let 'em meet the connect, your own people'll get you up out the way I hid 20K in my mother basement DC summer suffocating The air pregnant, the whole city just waiting Tasting my own blood in bracelets The plug being patient Like, fuck all that, I lived in the bus station Niggas tried to yap me, I left town, I'm not tough I came back when niggas got locked up I know them niggas, niggas is dumb Ooh, heart full of pins Come to me with your sins A list of names, frozen friends It's all the same in the end They're all the same in the end Oh, graspy little men I'm a doll full of pins Yeah, but again and again and again and again Oh, yeah, it never ends So I, so I, so I, so I Keep my head down and my heart aside Might bottle it like white women tears Mic throttle to spit out this— Keep playin' with me, for real Lines of hearses They put the curse on the whole family, but it's hard not to feel like we got it the worsest Inquired if my soul was for purchase I replied, "Unfortunately, it's long gone, but might I interest you in something else?" Wasn't no timeouts, we got welts from the belt Wasn't none of that, just fuck around and find out Golliwog showed up on the shelf, pop up like a kid's book Kid got his wig split, Golliwog by the window like he having a look At night, its little feet retreat to my room, wedged debris Between the door and the floor, at night, its tiny sharp teeth Kill all the rats, yeah, but you gotta pay that fee Tried to play slick, miss me with the, "Woe is me" Just have the dough I want you to kill you Big Pin and his two brothers I can do that for you What will you give me in return? I don't know I will take my pay as we go