Pavement, blacktop, my bare feet Sunset, desert, August heat Everything around me's falling like a landslide I'm running from these demons darling but I can't hide I'm trying to find my heart so I can break it open It's hard to love somebody when they're fucking broken I'm trying to make our love better And you'll hold your grudge till the end I wrote it all in a letter A letter that I'll never send I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the mend I'm trying to bring us together But you'd rather we play pretend Eyes wide open clear as day You don't hear the things I say Feeling like an empty bottle when you use me Drink it up and slowly swallow so confusing Acting like there's nothing wrong ain't gonna work now It's hard to just ignore it when it's getting so loud I'm trying to make our love better And you'll hold your grudge till the end I wrote it all in a letter A letter that I'll never send I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the mend I'm trying to bring us together But you'd rather we play pretend Took me a minute to figure this out But I'm tired of faking, I'm tired of doubts I'm tired, so tired And all of these feelings I've hidden away And it sucks cause I see them They need to change Feels like I am slowly dying I'm trying to make our love better And you'll hold your grudge till the end I wrote it all in a letter A letter that I'll never send I'm on the I'm on the I'm on the mend I'm trying to bring us together But you'd rather we play pretend I wrote it all in a letter A letter that I just can't send I wrote it all in a letter A letter that I'll never send