Memories fears and lies 
Anger burns the child inside 
As I turn and walk away 
Can't believe the things you say 
Frustrated with fragile mind 
I feel the rage it binds my eyes 
Poison me till Ecstasy 
Drowning in my liquid dreams 

Looking back I'm paralyzed 
The dreaded memories inside 
Agony corroding me 
Keeping me from destiny 
The tragedy the suffering 
Deafened by the silent screams 
Never more to hear them roar 
Never more to be ignored 

I'm craving feeding lost 
I'm empty bleeding falling 

Disdain is my outlook as well as my plan 
Compelled to incarnate from spirit to man 
He who controls me controls my lost fate 
I re-live his torment and wait at his gate 
Cast off warnings of fate decree 
Glory is crimson my soul is set free 

Gravity failing me see it all as I fall 
Falling down through the ground 
Bridges burned lessons learned 

Who will be there for me 
All is lost at what cost 
Misery endlessly twice the pain who will reign 

Redemption is all I seek 
Free me from my suffering 
Sanctuary's calling me 
Away from infinity 

Where do we go from here?