When the fetti be rollin' setty, won't nobody be home When the money start lookin' funny, all my friends get gone Concerts and studio times, they love to come and kick it But without gas money Z-ro gone miss it I thought to myself, this feels like nobody hear me Even though I screamin' I must be a demon cuz won't nobody come near me People laugh at me because I ain' got respect like faith F**k respect I do this to keep a ride and a place Will I survive cuz God is watchin' Satan takin' my sanity please God stop it Im feelin' like Snoop cuz murder is the case that they gave me They knew I ain' do it, but just to they permission they wanna hang me I'm feelin' like Jesus when he was about to be crucified Please everyone if you don't help me then you could die Suicide is safety, but it's definite hell Somebody dead and I'm stressin' in jail I'm sangin' the blues Everyday I'm still goin' through the samethang I'm tryin' so hard just to maitain All I ever wanted was just to make a lil' change I'm real but niggas still talk downon my name Everyday I'm still goin' through the samethang I'm tryin' so hard just to maitain All I ever wanted was to be in the rap game Cuz my people step on me like I'ma flow mad fame I'm used to mother organizations, and locs of my own Evaporate like brillo, when fiends smokin' that stones That's the way we live in the ghetto, if we could we'd change But don't nobody love us but trouble, so that's why we bang Many funerals to go to, I don't go to none Never look in a pinebox, until I see Z-ro in one Ain' no future in front, and I'm scared to be decease But it seems like the only way a guerilla-mobb gangsta gone see peace Cuz mama waitin' on me, her grandma Bezzy Tellin' me ain' no hatas in heaven, or detectives to sweat me And a mansion a home in the ground, that'll be mine Hand ready singin' praises to God that'll be fine Plus they tell me the streets made of gold Here people murder peole, the webbin' in heaven is under your toes It ain' hard doin' right, it's just hard to succeed I wanna live but it's hard to breathe It got me singin' blues Everyday I'm still goin' through the samethang I'm tryin' so hard just to maitain All I ever wanted was just to make a lil' change I'm real but niggas still talk downon my name Everyday I'm still goin' through the samethang I'm tryin' so hard just to maitain All I ever wanted was to be in the rap game Cuz my people step on me like I'ma flow mad fame I came along way, but it's still alot of road up ahead To be honest I'm feelin' like I'm suppose to be dead People feelin' like I suppose be happy cuz I'm makin' some ends But I'm lonely cuz I cannot communicate with my friends Niggas I grew up with, be actin' like we ain' grow up together F**k hoes, and po' up together Nigga you cried on my shoulders and I cried on yours Yeah you rode on my enemies, so I ride on yours But it's a different day and time And we don't even kick it Ain' nobody got to holla no mo' it's strictly buisiness But I tell you this, I will always have love for ya The same nigga bitch I still shed blood for ya The same nigga blood bitch I love ya I went to school to fight niggas for you, Even though we wasn't blood brothers F**k that, we was brothers What we is now I can't do nothin' but continue my years out But it's all gravy, ain' nobody gotta chill with Only thing I ask nigga keep it real with me Everyday I'm still goin' through the samethang I'm tryin' so hard just to maitain All I ever wanted was just to make a lil' change I'm real but niggas still talk downon my name Everyday I'm still goin' through the samethang I'm tryin' so hard just to maitain All I ever wanted was to be in the rap game Cuz my people step on me like I'ma flow mad fame