I woke up in the border of chaos and order Vivid dreams and strange memories Jokester, a trickster, and a romancer I do this on my own Nowadays it's all black and white like the keys of a piano The world needs more color and love but what do I know Drive around the snow as I watch out for potholes I heard God talking but it's overshadowed by El Diablo Things that you don't know Best to keep it so A massive shadow cast over our futures present past To face the ultimate horror Pathetic beauty exposed by longing A song for nothing As our secret ode to destruction Enshrined by grace In a world so strange No one fucking cares Nothing reigns Nothing makes sense Silence ringing Hatred Putrid fucking evil Life in death The sword in you is shining Brilliant, blinding Chaos within still hiding Kill Fight it Love Undying Through a world so frightening Once it was too much I just tried to collapse Like a child in a garden Lay on my back on the grass Dream about a portal to another world and laugh Reality escape is just another game Dirty drugs since 13 and think it's just the fame The modern dream about being invincible and walk the streets again In heaven everything's fine Just hear my words don't read between the lines Got the world on my shoulders Throw it off