Gotta give me a minute, I'm back to loving myself For so many years, I've given all that shit to someone else It's crazy what you do when you fear being alone Had to walk away from feeling like I wasn't enough for my own I was tired of you bringing me down It's crazy to think, the things I allow I never received the love I gave out And now it's been a year since I broke free Happy anniversary to me Happy anniversary to me Happy anniversary Happy anniversary Addicted to the things that are bad for my health Like whiskey and fuckin' up and blaming that shit on somebody else 3AM, walkin' and stumblin' home I just wonder if, maybe you'd be better off if I was gone I was tired of you bringing me down It's crazy to think, the things I allow I never received the love I gave out And now it's been a year since I broke free Happy anniversary to me Happy anniversary to me Happy anniversary Happy anniversary I just wanna live, I just wanna breathe I don't wanna die, I don't wanna leave Way too drunk to drive, I don't need the keys I just want my love, wants to believe I don't wanna ask, I don't wanna plead Heart up on my sleeve, read it on a lease I just wanna see what this world's got left for me And I'm sick and tired of feeling like I'm drowning in the Ocean One shot, two shots; that's just to drown out my emotion Someone go ask someone so, is it possible to get it caught 'Cause even in this world full of people, I'm alone I was tired of me bringing you down It's crazy to think, I realize it now You never received the love you gave out And now it's been a year since you broke free Happy anniversary