Survivor guilt but I'm still drowning, hm
Lift everybody up but they still down man, hm
Fake niggas always come around me, hm
Hate feeling lonely but I like to be alone
I go home and then my home don't feel like home no more
They throwing stones but then them stones don't break my bones no more
I just wanna get some money, I just wanna feed my family
I don't even get offended when these niggas come and doubt me
Come and clown me, come around me but they really not my friends
Got me all up in my feelings, got me crying on the 'Gram
'Cause I thought that they was fam, transparent with the fans
Yeah I know it's God's plan, what it's like to be a man they don't understand
Who ride for me, it's hard to see
It's got a hold on me but
I think it's time to keep it real
I need someone to understand
Don't care 'bout money or the fame
Wanna be loved for who I am
Sometimes I think I'm losing faith (sometimes, sometimes)
Keep getting closer to the edge (closer)
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am
Oh yeah, oh yeah
It feels like I be needing therapy (oh Lord)
I talk to God sometimes, I wonder if He hearing me (oh God)
I don't need no friends, I got my family, they gon' ride or die
Don't need no ho, got my little boy, I'll work a nine to five
Lord knows I smile but I still cry inside
Lord knows they try but they can't take my pride
Lord knows I been hiding what I feel inside
Yeah I'm tired but I'm trying
I think it's time to keep it real
I need someone to understand
Don't care 'bout money or the fame
Wanna be loved for who I am
Sometimes I think I'm losing faith (sometimes, sometimes)
Keep getting closer to the edge (closer)
I keep my head up to the sky
Wanna be loved for who I am
Oh yeah, oh yeah
