When I was young, I got raped by a bitch twice my age Picked me up from school to meet at hers and got laid Ever since that day, I never looked at shit the same Fucked up in the brain, pussy what I blame Fried so you know why I like chicken wings My life is insane like I'm from Baby Gang How I'm 'posed to change with all this fucked up shit I seen? Fucked up, yeah, I know Fucked up and some more I'm so used to fucked up, I get fucked up at the show Fucked up, yeah, I know How fucked up could it go? Nipsey left me like how Biggie left Hov, woah And Slim got his life stole Tellin' myself I'll be alright though Shit really fuckin' with my cycle My lil' bitch lost her life gettin' lipo' They tell me, "Don't worry," they ask me if I'm okay Motherfuckers don't deserve me, not even on my worst day This life shit crazy, grew up at a young age Oh, babe, why you had to hurt me? Okay, now, back when I was a juvie and shit Got used for the dick, I ain't even know what to do with the bitch Confused a bit Her niece, I went to school with the bitch My screws loose, who got the tools to fix? So I went to the homies and we talked about it They thought exotic That was they only thoughts about it Dick hard 'cause her clothes, she stripped all up out it Hypnotized from them hips and thighs, all hypnotic Yeah, that's when I bust my first nut Young nigga with his dick all in a grown up With the shits in real quick, how I growed up Got took advantage of and I liked it, so what? Y'all call that sex abuse shit I just thought she was doin' some cool shit If I would've told mama 'bout the new shit The bitch probably would've been up on the news clip They tell me, "Don't worry," they ask me if I'm okay Motherfuckers don't deserve me, not even on my worst day This life shit crazy, grew up at a young age Oh, babe, why you had to hurt me? So just think before the next time you start asking Why is you like that? Why is you savage? Why every ho you fuck with, it's never long-lasting? No access to my heart, I give no passage A bitch took advantage of me, I ain't got no trust The bitch took advantage of me, I ain't give no fucks At fourteen years old, I got my dick sucked At fourteen years old, I got my dick fucked The ho was thirty years old and I never told Was dating her niece when this happened, it was wearin' on my soul I ain't wanna spill the tea, so I just let her go 'Cause me and the auntie kept fuckin' for sure And, oh, one day, I felt like this was too much I knew this wasn't regular as I grew up She told me eat her ass, after that, I threw up Ooh, can't believe I had my face in her butt They tell me, "Don't worry" (Worry), they ask me if I'm okay (Okay) Motherfuckers don't deserve me (Deserve me), not even on my worst day (Worst day) This life shit crazy (Crazy), grew up at a young age (Grew up at a young, young age) Oh, babe (Oh, babe), why you had to hurt me? (Oh) You don't deserve me You tried to hurt me You don't deserve me You don't, no, baby, you don't, no You don't deserve me (No) You tried to hurt me (No) Oh, babe