I can't keep up with these heavy hands Having covered all of the light Covering all of the light coming from my window And I need the light that shines through That rises from the sun I make sure before I fall asleep to think about all the things That make me feel good, and what makes me feel right Like a melody of [?] That has seen a thing or two And it keeps me wondering what is and what to do What saves you might not be What saves my soul That doesn't matter [?] Don't suck me up and swallow me whole Till soon you spin me right out of your brain I don't mind if I have to wait around in the emptiness of this world A world suffering in hunger And it's where I have been searching for gold I've never gotten anything and I know that we are one Things seem so unreal but I have been here all along What saves you might not be What saves my soul That doesn't matter [?] Don't suck me up and swallow me whole Till soon you spin me right out of your brain My mother knows loving my mother knows pain There are reasons without reasons for her loss Maybe all of us have been living so afraid Just [?] I know what you're thinking And the thinking keeps you breathing There's always a beginning if you're ready to believe in