Lately I'm not feeling encouraged
Hit the pavement, jumping off of the curb
Going in circles, 33 1/3
I gotta touch some money, I'm such a perv
Got me thinking bout what it means to "deserve"
Took my safety from me now I'm always alert
The shit that I would give to feel a little secure
In my skin, I'd bring you flowers if the roles were reversed
Listen to you, make sure you feel heard
And if they tried to judge you then I'd blackmail the juror court adjourned
Give you the real baby, shaken not stirred
But you wouldn't do the same, who gave you the nerve
Cool guy overrated, girl, go get you a nerd
Life of every party, nah, I like em reserved
A seat just for me, not for her + for her
He says all the right things but I'm not reassured
Am I overthinking?
Have I told you that I'm feeling unsure?
Do you have a handle on it like a Louis V purse?
If I had a dozen bruises on body it would probably help you
Understand the power of words
Am I emotional or are you detached?
How will you be taught if I keep cutting slack?
I had a good day, somehow you feel attacked
Would we have a nice dinner if I... relaxed
Is that just energy I'm tryna conserve?
Touch on my body, boy, come love on these curves
You say you're sorry, spread me out like a germ
Each time I'm optimistic that you finally learned
I see the mirror and my secrets emerge
If you get a new girl, I gotta warn her like Kurt
Sometimes I wonder if it hurt
When you rose from hell and bumped your head on the dirt
