Faces smiling Dangerous timing Why would you wait for silence Now that you gone I got patience problems Don't wanna face mistakes I dodge em Paint my wall and take it down I just wanna say it all Now that I'm back on the plane you are All that I have Why did I run away from the pain Why did I chose the things that I said Why did I let you be so afraid Why did I do these things to me Its dark when the tunnel goes black both ways Upside down can't find my way Wish there'd be words to let me explain That all of the hurt and all of the pain Will make me the one that I wanna be Make me the one that you wanna see Yeah its dark where I am But I love the way it ends The way it ends You been there when I am Everything but honest I shed my skin with all this I let you in Why did I run away from the pain Why did I chose the things that I said Why did I let you be so afraid Why did I do these things to me