That night he hurt you bad In that green, pastel Summer dress You'd die alone with the land A hollow head in its hands But everybody does that But with particular scorn In polyurethane form Freeze dried, stuff to the brim Preservation Preservation Preservation Hide in our hideous masks Your daddy's shitty Shake grass I told you I couldn't see it A monument of pills Grocery lists, telephone bills Pamphlets & dollar store trinkets Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation But if that was how you put It, and if you ever willed it I would embroider you In disaffected kisses, in Bleach reticent sunsets Soldered animal glue A hand too heavy to hold Lips that won't Do what they're told How do we ever begin it? Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation Preservation (How do we grow old? How do we grow old?)