I tried to be sugar and spice But I'm melancholy and can't do anything right The monsters under my bed keep making noise at night I just want silence silence bye kids try this I sat in front of the TV screen Sad he's always screaming at me They wanna puncture me and then wonder why I bleed The big city everyone is looking forward Step on my ladder and bathe in glory Inject my soul with darkness and take my heart and go mark it And the past lasts like a tear stain I'm in the dark Paint on the wall but I don't see a thing I write circles in the sky While I'm drowning While I'm drowning I tried to be sugar and spice But I'm melancholy and can't do anything right The monsters under my bed keep making noise at night I just want silence, silence bye kids try this I'll bet you think you know but you're so close A million miles away I can hear your thoughts (...she looks so ugly, like why is she wearing that?) Predicting motions or your next move I'm right in front of you I'm right in front of you Your mouth is moving but you don't move I'm right in front of you I'm right in front of you Take a swing at me I'll fight 'Til the death my light is bright I tried to be sugar and spice But I'm melancholy and can't do anything right The monsters under my bed keep making noise at night I just want silence, silence bye kids try this I sat in front of the TV screen Sad he's always screaming at me They wanna puncture me and then wonder why I bleed The big city everyone is looking forward Step on my ladder and bathe in glory Inject my soul with darkness and take my heart and go mark it And the past lasts like a tear stain I'm in the dark Paint on the wall but I don't see a thing I write circles in the sky While I'm drowning While I'm drowning