Yeah If you felt like I felt, you'd get why I don't get dressed up To get up on stage I swear wear sweats up on stage Still get felt, yup Cause of the spit that I dealt up I'm on Delta flight back to the Mecca Yeah right back to the center Dogs and dutches, not double-deckers, I'm not visiting It's my home that you living in Home town distancing itself for me to more home grown missions I be spitting em for the simpletons Basically the bigger I be getting for 'em Make me not want to go back the drama hold that If I had known that now I would've told that My old self would go and smack my current self New York til we old cats And I would've had to told back Man I been around the world, I don't know Pat It's just how I feel, I promise you it's real, I hope you know that I hope you know Pat, God damn I become a man when I look in the mirror I can't hear you I'm damaged I look like De Niro What character shook, fuck, fuck What am I? A pharaoh, a crook, a kid I live in fear and a tear But then I got beer drippin' down my beard How you explain that Sun showers, gun powder comin' out my face, facts Hello, I'm back from the wrong side Completely incomplete and whole I see that the leaves have fallen I see the light still in your eyes Light L's, make it glow, it takes a toll On my health, melt, make it snow when I scrape my skull, dandruff Bitches can't stand it, I'm made a mold Might as well be the patron saints of hating hoes Next second sexin, makin love to this angel though Isn't it perplexin, switch of a second, I change my tone I guess addressin that question that's what make me grown Got a wifey at home and I made it known Cats with their chin up, man you made of bones Bellies and brains, ya'll get bodied, bellied with pain Shits garbage, cat on Canal tried to sell me the same I ain't stupid, can't tell me to change, I won't do it Heard HOV, song 2, Know it ain't true But I know I will never change I'll forever blame teach, cops, guns for my problems All of 'em til they solve 'em when it rains When it rains, I blame the weatherman can't explain Nah it don't make no sense That's exactly why I never change (That's exactly why) Hello, I'm back from the wrong side Completely incomplete and whole I see that the leaves have fallen I see the light still in your eyes Thinking bout the game like I'm lil was my day at the park Every second that I play getting paid Begging mama to stay, begging mama to stay Thinking bout the game like I'm lil was my day at the park Every second that I play getting paid Begging mama to stay, begging mama to stay Thinking bout the game like I'm lil was my day at the park Every second that I play getting paid Begging mama to stay, begging mama to stay