Yeah, Yeah, Uh, Yeah Look listen from battling drug addiction To dealing women promiscuous I did it all it was written I eat this earth now I'm chillin' My body twitch to the feelin' My feelin's done feel cemented My heart been [?] for a minute Look listen I lost it all and went broke to my knees My selfish ways painting the way So fuck it with the pill I need Feeling crucified like I'm Jesus I'm bleedin' from my crown Hold my weight in my shoulder weak And feelin' numb in my jaw and I'm teethin' See why my demons is crazy I can't play defense I greet them, embrace them But fuck it I walk through hell Chin up I ain't kneeling If you hear me god I'm just weak and Tweakin and prolly geeking In my soul I been heart Wish me and [?] could be workin Our friendships delayed for certain But you my dawg thoughts dispersing And if it wasn't for vice I'd be dead and that's for certain All bones riding in hearses But I just wanna spit these verses I was taught the plot for positions Killing em and blind the witness Wish I was kidding Fuck it you know that I hate the distance I feel the soul of my grandfather went into the vision I'm all gas no brakes like a raging piston Ain't had no pot to piss in I'm junking off a junkie I pray that you hope and listen This percocet grip-fisting [?] about my mission Especially if you gon kill me And too much oil falling out from the bricks That new choppa got a shell catch [?] Law and order with steps You got a yacht we got a ten pack load [?] I live my life I'm so reckless, see I ain't foldin with steps And my rolex so fucking big can't even fit on my wrist I used to sleep on teeth couch and I was broke with no check Now I [?] look at my bank account open to flex Yeah, spoiled with blessings I done forgotten Was motivated from drugs with drugs with a vengeance But never doubted the xanax done got my clouded The percocet got me drowsy I hate the fact that I'm lousy I hate the fact that I still want a succubus all around me I wear my heart on my sleeve But they kill me in my surroundings And mentally I'm just weak So the drugs caught me when rowdy I'm just fallin in underneath the trauma and I'm just drowning