(Special) So we fall outta touch And I ruin your trust I should be enough But it's never enough Without you Without you It's a punch in the gut Wanna hit self-destruct You know I love you so much But this life really sucks Without you Without you We could be special, we could be amazing You're fucking careful, I should try the same thing Treating me perfect, I'm making big mistakes It's just these... Bad decisions I'm on a mission To make a hundred thousand bad decisions I try to dance your rhythm But all the bad decisions I don't ever, ever listen I'll make a hundred thousand bad decisions I got it twisted I'm getting twisted Aye And I make, and I make, and I make bad decisions She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve And it's not in my chest So it's back to the back, where the past done went? All of my time that was spent Burnin' holes in my brain since I never forget I needed peace and time, I needed peace and quiet Just so I could blow out my brains You know I'm never myself Never been picture-perfect but I still made it work Put my heart out for certain I'm in her mouth like a dentist I hate the fact I'm a menace I hate the fact that I played with your heart But pretend like I didn't Pressure the syrup I'm steady suppressing the pain, but it is what it is Knowing my life wasn't shit Yet I still don't understand it But fuck it, I'm up in this bitch, probably too hard And I'm high like a kite And the high it won't fight, worry not in my Sprite But it keep me delight, yeah aight Now my jaw steady lockin' But, momma, don't worry, you know how I'm rockin' I tweaked in the ally, OD'd in the lobby Lost myself couple times, spot 'em, I got 'em We could be special, we could be amazing You're fucking careful, I should try the same thing Treating me perfect, I'm making big mistakes It's just these... Bad decisions I'm on a mission To make a hundred thousand bad decisions I try to dance your rhythm But all the bad decisions I don't ever, ever listen I'll make a hundred thousand I got it twisted I'm getting twisted