Ayy, hey Uh, ayy, uh Hate life, what's worth for livin'? I sit in visions, encrypted over my corpse With a smirk for vengeance Hold up, hate me to get some leverage Lately you're too suspicious Lately, or daily, I'm fadin' whatever's makin' me, breakin' me I was in a mood, now my mind flat like a sittin' stool And I set my dialogue, I ain't wrong if you mad at shit Drowned out thoughts like an addict with withdrawals Which one of y'all get it? Overcomin' death like one in a million But pause, back, okay, sadly I can't grieve in silence 'Cause we been dealin' with our lives Not bein' oh so private since we was eighteen and wildin' Oh no, there goes that silence, I swear I hate that silence My thoughts insane and too violent And they said I can hate myself But I still fuckin' hate myself and I ain't fuckin' lyin' Hold up, I'm slowly dyin', ain't no need for no cryin' I said I'm lockjawed, and I can't feel And I'm too alone, so tell me, am I wrong? If I wanna leave by the end of this song Don't tell me shit, can't tell me shit 'Cause they'll all forget when I'm all gone But it's alright, they can sing along 'Cause I ease their a opuim, opiate Got a big hole deep in my chest that you can't fix Like a opium, opiate Got a big hole deep in my chest that you can't fix, like