The drugs quit working I don't find them inspiring A number I'm dialing A string unwinding Gap tooth waitress In a five star diner A need so clear But you can't eat the timing And it's not about meat It's about all of us surviving Am I really here If I always feel like I'm dying? I hear much clearer When the music goes quiet Sing out your guts 'Cause you got the nerve to try it Let's string up your kite kid And ind somewhere to fly it You think looking out for mine Is some kind of crime? Well get ready You can watch me D-d-d-d-disappearing Act like you knew all along Because you just couldn't help it, no What does that make you? Another leach on the skin of it You jump out in the road So you can preach about the thrill of it But what are you bringing If you're trying not to give a shit? Ooh, you're so dexterous You just kill it A piece of my heart Take it straight to the bank Look so confused now 'Cause nobody thanks me Umbrella girls All lined up for their spankings New York money It's open wide for the taking Can't wait to hear 'Bout how you got there first I can't wait to see you Wearing that good old smirk Yes I'm ready You can watch me D-d-d-d-disappearing Act like you knew all along You just couldn't help it, no Start with the letters Build for the stage Aim at the postman He's acting his age We were made so differently And I see it so clear We're all still here Hiding the same old fears Kick out the jam Till the jam isn't interesting Kiss on the wrist Of the hand that is blistering Moment to moment I become a new person Under the weight Of your sense of worth And I can't wait to hear About how you got there first I can't wait to see you Wearing that good old smirk Yeah somebody's waiting Just to watch you choke Forget what they say Just thank 'em for the notes And get ready You can watch me D-d-d-d-disappearing Act like you knew all along You just couldn't help it, no Disappearing Disappearing Knew all along Disappearing