I'm still trying to find a reason Trying to fix the damage I've done How do I forgive the things I can't forget? What I've done and said, yeah that can't be who I am But it's clear to me that I'll always see the flaws in my design And honestly, I'm incomplete but I'll make it right this time I'm still trying to find a reason Trying to fix the damage I've done Torn in a million pieces But I'm putting them back together one by one (But I'm putting them back together) So can I have the chance to grow and understand? The only way I can, I'm not safe but I'm not damned Now it's clear to me that I'm in between who I was and who I'll be Yeah I realize the war inside reminds me I'm alive I'm still trying to find a reason Trying to fix the damage I've done Torn in a million pieces But I'm putting them back together one by one But I'm putting them back together one by one But I'm putting them back together one by one The closer and closer I get to the edge The darkness is all I can see in my head Cut off, I'm hanging on by a thread But this will not be the end No this will not be the end I'm still trying to find a reason Trying to fix the damage I've done Torn in a million pieces But I'm putting them back together I'm still trying to find a reason (Trying to fix the damage I've done) I'm still trying to find a reason Now we're putting them back together One by one, one by one One by one