I was living alone with all my friends I didn't know my place One moment they loved, laughed and cared And another started to hate I was running to them Beging to stay, didn't they understand All I wanted was them to see what's real Try to forgive and forget And they thought I was mad But I was just sad I knew they had won and wished me away I was left behind I had to look up and find them again All I found was my lies They deserted my life Hit me hard, turned cold as ice I thought I knew who they were Now they'd dropped their disguise And they thought I was mad Still sad I just wanted to cry They wanted me to die Chorus: Hundreds of moments that I've forgot Too many words that I'd not mind Thoudsands of dreams didn't come true Losing someone and they all blame me I renewed myself still scarves were sore But I learned to live again Baby steps I'd walk a mile And didn't turn my head I don't know why I called them friends Cause they didn't forgive and forget A new life and a new sunrise Lonely but free So I was mad No more sad Wanted to cry Wanted me to die Chorus: Hundreds of moments that I've forgot Too many words that I'd not mind Thoudsands of dreams didn't come true Losing someone and they all blame me (Solo) So I was mad No more sad Wanted to cry Wanted me to die Chorus: Hundreds of moments that I've forgot Too many words that I'd not mind Thoudsands of dreams didn't come true Losing someone and they all blame me