All covered in blood, heart is still beating fast, shivering from the arousal

 Take a step back to admire the work, laughing in hysterical madness


 The body's twitching still, recently deceased

 This emotion is superior, exceeding all I've ever felt

 Temporarily, but soon comes to a halt

 The twitching decreases, quick diminishment, and soon comes to a stop


 My previous excitement and satisfaction

 Disappears entirely, gets washed away

 Total panic is rising inside me

 A swift encounter with my illness


 The body lies in a pool of it's own blood

 Bleeding has come to a stop now

 All senses numb, I'm feeling utter apathy

 as I'm inspecting the body


 The truth of my survival, even though not spoken loud

 Must lie within the acts of death, proceed to set me free

 I must pursue what seems to be the only logical step


 Look into the dead empty eyes, staring into nothingness

 The expression on his face is fixed, tormented grin

 His hands are tightly closed, the knuckles colored white

 All the limbs are stiff, rigor mortis has set in


 The body lies in a pool of it's own blood,

 bleeding has come to a stop now

 All senses numb, I'm feeling utter apathy,

 as I'm inspecting the body


 The truth of my survival, even though not spoken loud

 Must lie within the acts of death, proceed to set me free

 I must pursue what seems to be the only logical step