Yeah Sometimes you just gotta reflect Remember who are Who you were And where you come from Lately, I've been trying to figure it out Could be traveling the world, but I just sit in the house I just want to make my parents and my siblings proud But I'm consumed by this crippling doubt Still the younger me would love to meet the person I've become If I could talk to him I'd let him know he's enough And he's gon make a living off everything that he loves If I could just talk to him once, yeah I'd let him know that mom leaving doesn't mean she hates you It's gonna leave you with trauma but you won't let it break you You're gonna try to fill that void with everything you can It's gonna take some more than alcohol. I hope you understand. You're gonna get into drugs and you'll get addicted Neglect all of the people that matter and you'll get distant You'll get yourself a therapist just to fill a prescription And pop em all to try to hide the fact that you're conflicted Conflicted with life, conflicted with God Conflicted with the fact you're never gonna be what you want You gon struggle with young love and battle with depression And contemplate the purpose of a life without affection With that in question it's hard to tell you what you decide With full discretion we'll keep this one between you and I You start harming yourself, feeling consumed with lies At 17 you're gonna try committing suicide It doesn't work and you'll be happy it doesn't You gon find yourself a girl who gives you actual lovin' Then a couple years later you'll propose and get engaged And get yourself a crib from all the music that you've made, oh yeah You fuckin' do it dog! Your music finally makes it big A couple million streams a week man that's some crazy shit I can't believe I ever doubted you. I'm proud of you. There's people all around the world that truly love the sound of you I know you want a label, that ain't how it goes down First you'll make a quarter million dollars from your hometown Then you'll take a trip to the west to make you a new life And link with Futuristic I know you fuck with his tunes right? Now all the sudden you start linking with legends You do more than make songs dog you make an impression You got Krizz on your album, you met Logic at his show Tech N9ne in AZ, label meetings on the low, you know Everything you ever wanted is your life now True fans screaming your name when they turn the lights out You finally found the missing piece that you were searching for Yea it's bittersweet but know the wait just made it Worth it more That inspiration takes you further than you'll ever know You'll finally make a million dog you pay off every loan Now every day you waking up and make music And all the pain felt from the past is what fuels it