Yeah, I'm an optimist I'll know paradise when I see it And if there's nothing beneath it Drink straight from the leaf A view through the fragments Of a shattered botanic Self divided in endless ways Yeah I'm staring at a stranger What relentless hand Time is violence Always too much And never enough Is it enough All we are is night Feeding on the light Disappearing colors Bleeding out in record time Two ghosts Toe to toe Open throat Blowing holy smoke A view through the fragments A glimpse of the infinite Always too much And never enough We were too much And never enough All we are is night Feeding on the light Disappearing colors Bleeding out in record time Hidden in the background In a book upon a shelf It seems so elusive this Decaying sense of self My nails My nails pulling back on earth Want to slow it down When it drags on me Drags on me Your nails Your nails want to close me in Want to dig me out Can't slow it down They drag on me I keep coming back to this place in my mind Disintegrate Fall into the grey Keep coming back to this place in my mind Disintegrate The cycle breaks All we are is night Feeding on the light Disappearing colors Bleeding out in record time Hidden in the background In a book upon a shelf It seems so elusive this Decaying sense of self Time is violence Always too much And never enough Time is violence Time is up