My javelin! My javelin Times are passing by A torrent sweeping me away Driving me from day to day Getting my things done Nothing will remain Seeking for some constancy Betraying my own honesty What have I become Do all these tales, Just vanish to haze? I'm so afraid of fading away Throwing my black javelin through the skies And it flies with wicked spin Proclaiming our new begin My javelin Shooting my black javelin through the night And despite the doubts within Forgetting what has been My javelin An inner devastation I need something to rely on Life needs to be simplified And better days shall come Find trust in isolation And deal with my mortality Challenging morality I'm moving on Once I felt like dying Taunted, mocked, and lost alone I know this is my moment to exclaim "I'm coming home!" End up the denying Occupy the silver throne Anything but fading away Throwing my black javelin through the skies And it flies with wicked spin Proclaiming our new begin My javelin Shooting my black javelin through the night And despite the doubts within Forgetting what has been My javelin Once I felt like dying Taunted, mocked, and lost alone I know this is my moment to exclaim "I'm coming home!" End up the denying Occupy the silver throne Anything but fading away Throwing my black javelin through the skies And it flies with wicked spin Proclaiming our new begin My javelin Shooting my black javelin through the night And despite the doubts within Forgetting what has been My javelin