I'm not as happy as you think I am I saw a year go by, riding in the back of a van I wanna be someone I know I can't Goddamn And I try to make sense the places I've been When I know I won't see them again I try to pretend if everything ends I feel it I feel it And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit 'Cause I don't feel like feeling I tried to pick up but I didn't I wrote a few songs with you in it You haven't been around in a minute I miss it, I miss it, miss ya Try to make sense the places I've been when I know I won't see them again I try to pretend if everything ends I feel it I feel it And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit 'Cause I don't feel like feeling I don't feel like sleeping or dreaming And everyone's leaving Oh well I wish that I could exist without this feeling In my head I'm fucking screaming (Rob, you really haven't been eating) And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now And I don't feel like feeling, feeling right now I wish that I could exist without this emotional shit 'Cause I don't feel like feeling