It leads to this
An antithesis of my false projection
And loneliness, a consequence
Of rejected affection
Nailed shut, my doors, I couldn't find you after the comedown
Once more ignored, I couldn't see you through the meltdown
I can't come to grips, I can't handle this
Memories pushed down
I am deafened by the sound
Searching for silence, won't you let me be
Lost in the violence, watch me sink away
And no matter where I go
You'll be on my shoulder
Like a ghost, only ever growing colder
Ignored my voice
There's nothing left for me to say
Destroyed my choice
Suffocate in the dismay
Drown sorrow with regret
Can't forget, so I lament
Terrified of what we'll find
If I ever let you see inside my mind
Searching for silence, won't you let me be
Lost in the violence, watch me sink away
Resonating, disintegrating
Abdicating, all colors fading
You still linger
And I can't come back from this
You still linger
Can I come back from this?
From a place where
You still linger
Searching for silence, watch me sink away
Searching for silence, won't you let me be
Lost in the violence, watch me sink away
You'll always be my ghost, making me grow cold
