Yeah
Inside my soul
I don't feel right
What's it going to take to love life?
Feeling stuck and trapped at the red light
Lately I been hurting
But I bet you don't realize
Take me back as a kid on my damn bike
Days are over so quick that shit flew by
Reminiscing all the good and the bad times
Now my family went their separate ways
Guess that's just life
I never been good at saying how I feel
If I look like a bitch
I'm just keeping it real
Life got a little better
When we finally hit a mill
Now it seems like my motivation going down a hill
Maybe dreams are just made of luck
Maybe life just wants you to drop
All this time just tics and it toks
And it don't stop
Even when we mothafuckin rot
Back then never made it to role call
The stand off with another plan that won't fall
Forget that
Only tryna find myself
Living with the pain
And never wanted help
Oh no
See I'm fallin below
It's only 1 step
Turnin off the phone
I see there's 2 left, that can cast a stone
And one is me, cause I'm stuck alone
Many days that I allow to fly by
I try to get it back
I'm sick home life
There's many fucken things I lack
I'm all eyes
Miss playin in the dirt
Those days have gone by
With each step feels like a threat
You try to do right
But it gives you strep
And all you wanna do is move along
As you bang your head
From all the wrongs
