Vague asked me if I'm scared to die With a calm reply I said, "I don't mind" I realize that I'm half alive, I don't know why And I know it's fucked up that feel this way, but I gotta keep it real for the ones in pain You are not alone, pick up the phone Dial six double six 'cause the devil's home This ain't fuckin' no rags-to-riches Bitch, it's body bags in ditches Blood in my wishes 'cause you always burning bridges Mothafuckas act depressed when they get attention Better fuckin' listen' when I say this This God can't fuckin' save us Who can I turn to when I'm losing hope? Fuck this life, come and take my soul Who do you choose to confide to? When you layin' down up in your bed, all alone, feelin' heavy, feelin' weak, feelin' dead The depressions callin' Gaze up as your God is fallin' This shit I swear is so dauntin', try to make it and stay ballin' Breakin' the barrier and fuckin' dividin' the line Lookin' for the future, stead of wastin' my time Watchin' all the fakes, as they gettin' in line and Dick ridin' like the fine basic bitches I find Does it all end with the life you dread? When you layin' down up in your bed, all alone, feelin' heavy, feelin' weak, feelin' dead