Thank you for fucking me You've taken all my trust and now it's hard to be And I am my enemy, I hide a blade in love 'Cause I can't believe It's not the same, I don't feel right but I'm not wrong 'Cause I don't have a face, to you I'm just a ghost and you've moved on I'm used (Wish I was masculine, not worried about balancin') Confused You fucked with my head, you were the reason I wish I was dead Thank you for fucking me You've taken all my trust and now it's hard to be And I am my enemy, I hide a blade in love 'Cause I can't believe, that I could love it That I'm enough, I'm gone Now I'm fucked up, first degree I'm crawling in the shame, that is your debris You took a piece of me, now I'm not whole I'm half way on, I'm just a piece of me to you Disposable not here, I'm gone I'm used (Wish I was masculine, not worried about balancin') Confused You fucked with my head, you were the reason I wish I was dead Thank you for fucking me You've taken all my trust and now it's hard to be And I am my enemy, I hide a blade in love 'Cause I can't believe, that I could love it That I'm enough, I'm gone Now I'm fucked up, first degree I'm crawling in the shame, that is your debris You can see it in my eyes, all the lies are disguise Sure, I say it, but that don't mean I'm fine What to mean to be a man, you worked hard on my plan The church say's that I'm damned You abused the power in your hands (Hands) Thank you for fucking me You've taken all my trust and now it's hard to be And I am my enemy, I hide a blade in love 'Cause I can't believe, that I could love it That I'm enough, I'm gone Now I'm fucked up, first degree I'm crawling in the shame, that is your debris Crawling in the shame, that is your debris I'm crawling in the shame, that is your debris I'm crawling in the shame, I'm crawling in the shame I'm crawling in the shame, that is your debris